Gone

       It's crazy.

       You pour your life into kids who don't even like you. You spend your time entertaining kids who aren't nice to you. You end up loving them, and they don't love you. You want the best for them, and they don't understand what's happening. Then, they leave. And you're nobody but somebody who loved them. I wonder if it makes a difference, and then I remeber that I'm not the only one who loves them. God has called me to love them, and so I do. I still do. Even though they're gone. They left 5 minutes ago. It's sad, but I pray God used me to change their lives.

      I know I've made a difference even if it's only on myself.